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So I have completed my first week as a bookkeeper. I think it all went fairly well. I have caught on to everything. This past night, well it is 2 something in the morning on Thursday, but I am going to consider it still as the night. You know what I mean. Anyways, tonight was the first night that I was a bookkeeper by myself. I really think that I did REALLLLLY good. I am catching on to everything, knowing when to do things, and it is actually becoming a fun job.

But lately I have been having a lot of problems with friends. Everyone seems to want to all of a sudden be a bitch. But you know what? I don’t want to deal with that drama, so I don’t. If people want to be friends with me, they are going to have to act civilized. There was on friend who was mad at me for silly reasons, but she changed her mind apparently, which I am happy about, because she was the only one I bought a christmas present for so far. I haven’t had any time to go out and go shopping, it is rather depressing.  But I gave her her present early, and she LOVED it! So that made me happy. It is always nice getting someone something and they love it. But my other problems, well I really don’t even want to put that out there, because I have told all who I think would care, and the person it pertains to knows already.

Well it is 2 in the morning.. I shall go to bed now

Josh

I am always second, when will I ever be first?

Yeah, not really for elaborating right now.

“Take A Chance On Me”
by ABBA

If you change your mind, I’m the first in line
Honey I’m still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If you’ve got no place to go, if you’re feeling down
If you’re all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I’m still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it ain’t no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try

Ba ba ba ba baa, ba ba ba ba baa ba-ba
Honey I’m still free
Take a chance on me

So last night, Kevin picked me up from work, and took me to his house. My computer has now been upgraded to Leopard! It is really cool.  I can’t wait to really sit down and personalize everything. So last night, we went to Arby’s (which is probably why my stomach hurts right now) and then we went to Spark. So this is my time at Spark…

At first I wasn’t really enjoying myself. I wanted to dance, but I had no one to dance with. Kevin and Andrew were doing their thing, Billy won’t dance, unless it is with Kevin, so I was just standing there, doing nothing. So as the night progressed, I got even more bored. FINALLY, Kevin and Andrew were like, “You want to dance?” So I said ye, and they pulled me out on the dance floor, and we danced for a good while, I had a lot of fun.

Well I have to work tonight, so we are probably going to be heading back to my house to drop me off soon, hopefully stopping to get something to eat.. because I am starving.

Ok, so lately I have been spending money like it is going out of style. Last night, I did a late night trip to Wal Mart and spent $43. What did I buy? JUNK! I went in there for a can of compressed air, chapstick, and deodorant. Well I came out with the chapstick, and the deodorant, but NO COMPRESSED AIR! That was really my main reason for wanting to go. Want to know what I ended up buying?

I bought all of that, – the can of air.. PLUS a whole lot of groceries. a;lkfjl;skdjg;lskdjg;lsdkjfg;sru;glsdkfjg I can’t believe myself.

Anyways, went to school today.. had math and public speaking. Another day, that I didn’t have to present my speech. I am liking this. I really don’t want to have to present my speech, but I know I will have to on Monday. But they had some really cool topics. This one girl did hers on homosexuals adopting children. She was all for it, and I loved it. I told her when she sat down that I really enjoyed her speech. I really hope that she gets a good grade. I am still pretty nervous about mine.

So I got home today, and what did I find?!?! My new wireless keyboard! Sooo happy. It is awesome. But right now I am not using it. I am using my regular keyboard. I don’t know why. I guess because I haven’t gotten used to the keys yet, so I still want to use this one for right now. It will take me a couple of days. But the more that I type on it, the better i will get. I just wanted to hurry and finish this.

Well I am uber tired, so I think I am going to lay down and see if I can sleep some of this tiredness off. Hopefully I can stay warm.

Later,

Josh

I didn’t know what to title this, so I just went with the title of the song I was listening to. So I really don’t update this enough. I really want to be able to look back at this in like 5 years and know what I was doing and such. So I am going to try and update it more often.

So today, I woke up at like 11, because I didn’t go to bed till about 2:30. I wanted to go to bed at 10, but I think since the past couple of nights I have been staying up late because of a damn public speaking project, my sleep schedule is off. Luckily I am done with that. So, I woke up, took a shower, and mom and I went out to lunch. Went to a Chinese restaurant. It wasn’t that great. I paid though. Mom and I switch off on paying for lunch. Since this was a cheap bill, I gladly offered.

Now I am here, at home, laying in bed. I have to work at 4. Cashier though, so shouldn’t be too bad. Hopefully this weekend I can go party.

Oh and there is this one thing.. that is eating at me. But I guess I will discuss that one on here when the time is right. Or maybe it is something that I should just keep to myself.

Josh

So this weekend or my “Birthday Weekend” has been AWESOME! I have AMAZING friends who know how to make someone’s 19th birthday a very special one.

Friday, after school, Tara took me to Applebee’s and we had a great lunch, and desert. Then we met up with Abby and headed over to Sabbrina’s house, and hung out there. We just had a great time because they are all fun and great to be around. I stayed over at Tara’s house, and well I just have to say I had a blast.

Then Kristen came over, we picked up Shaye, and headed to Atlantic Station, where we met up with my favorites, Kevin and Billy. We walked around stupidly for a bit, and decided to go eat at the Spaghetti Factory which was GREAT! I had a great time with them. Thanks to Kristen for driving us up there, and you are a great friend. She gave me a very sweet photo album with lovely pictures of us in there.

So far, that sums it up. Going to church with mom tomorrow, and I might be going off with Kevin afterwards. Not sure though. I guess he needs to finish “debating”.

I stressed over this weekend for a while, and I ended up having a great time. All I need is my friends and I can find fun in almost anything.

It is getting kind of cold now. I guess it would be time for me to turn off my ceiling fan. But I am kind of excited that it is getting cooler. I just now need to go and find all my long sleeve shirts and such. Uh oh, I think it is time to go SHOPPING!

So lately I have been going a lot of schooling. But now, I feel as if I can stop.. and take a breather. Today (Friday) I have NO classes at all. I am so loving it. Monday, I will only have ONE class. That class doesn’t start until 5:30. This weekend I have to do a little working, Saturday 5 to 10, and Sunday 12 to 5. Not so bad, and I am a cashier those two days. That means no bathroom duty, and no milk or egg stocking. Hopefully no buggy pushing. Although, Tuesday I am a Service Clerk, but I really don’t mind it that much I don’t guess.

So lately I have been hanging out with my a girl that I kind of knew in high school, but we were never really friends. Her name is Lindsey. I ask myself, “And WHY weren’t we friends?” She is awesome. A great friend really. I have been hanging out with her a lot lately. We are both wanting to make a funny video, and since on my computer I have iMovie, which is an AWESOME video editing program, I am excited to get started on it. (Oh, dear. I wish my dog could go turn off my fan, I am shivering over here.)

Speaking of my dogs, they are flea infested. We have bathed, and brushed and all that with them. We just can’t get rid of them. Unfortunately, I love these dogs so much, I can’t tell them they can’t sleep with me in my room. Therefore, I am flea bitten also. I figure, that if they have to suffer, I should suffer too. But we have order them some good flea solution, and hopefully that will get rid of it all. Also, we have to powder to put on the carpet that will hopefully kill all the fleas.

Ohh.. before I end this. My birthday is coming up!! I am really excited. Yet, I have NO idea what I want to do. I am kind of sad because it doesn’t seem as if my friends have anything planned for me, so it will have to be up to me to make any type of decision as to what I am going to do. Last year I went to Olive Garden. It was nice. I had fun. There wasn’t a HUGE turnout, but I had a nice bit of friends to come and eat with me. So I guess I still have about 2 weeks to figure it out.

Till next time.

Today is the the day. I have my speech ready and I am hopefully ready. I turned in my nutrition project today too, and think that it was about as good as it was going to get. But all studying for my speech is pretty much done, because they are doing maintenance on things down in the lobby at school, so it is quite loud. I had to put on head phones and turn on my music to block out some of the noise.

So this week I am house-sitting for my aunt.. again. This week she is on a cruise. I am just waiting for her to ask me if I want to go on vacation with her sometime, instead of her always wanting me to house sit. I like to go on vacation.

School has been stressing me out, but not only school, but WORK! If I am not at school, I am at work. I only have one day a week when I have the whole day to myself. Although, not sure what I am doing this Thursday on my day off. Last week I hung out at my friend Lindsey’s house. That was super fun. I should do that again maybe? There are a few things I would like to do, but truthfully I will probably end up staying at my aunts house with Rudy, Will and Doc. I need to take pictures of them and put them on here they are so cute.

So I don’t really have anything else to say, I just wanted to put this up because I had a friend say that I hadn’t put a lot on here. HI EMILY!!!

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So I have been in a “mood” lately. Definitely not a good one. It is hard to explain my mood on here, because I don’t really know why I am in this mood. OK, so maybe I do know why I am in the mood, but explaining it isn’t really worth it. It will only make me more moody.

There is a solution, yet I don’t think that the solution is going to be coming along any time soon. Maybe I am looking for the wrong solution? Nope, I don’t think so. The lack of this is what is making me this way, so shouldn’t the solution be the opposite? I would think and hope so.

Also, it seems as if one of my friends really has nothing to do with me anymore. It might just be me, but that is what it seems like. I used to get calls and texts all the time. Now? I haven’t heard from this person really in a week. Couple of chats online but they were really one sided. Should I care? Probably not. I seem to be nothing but an annoyance to this person most of the time anyways.

I just hate it when my life starts to look up and then, it makes a sudden plunge to the negative. I just want to be happy, and wow that sounded pretty emo. But the thing about it is, to everyone else, I am a happy person. I don’t show my emotion. Never have really. Some people know, and can tell, but to most, I am just the regular cheery Josh. But why spend every day sad and depressed. Much easier to be happy, then you don’t have to explain to everyone why you are in a sucky mood.

Well it is almost 12, and I have to be up at 6:30. Damn 8 o’clock classes. NEVER AGAIN!